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[11 Jul 2011|02:12pm] |
My paperwork is finally done. Though, I suppose it will not stay that way long
I figure that's good.
[Warded Private]
Everything is quiet and my flat is all neat, but somehow something isn't quite right. I can't figure out what it is. Something is missing, which doesn't actually make sense as everything is here. Nothing else was there to begin with. I even made my bed and triple checked. Nothing. It's very strange.
[Warded to Oliver]
What does it mean when you know nothing's missing...but it feels like something's missing?
[Warded to Ginny]
I know the rain seems to be ever persistent, but perhaps I could stop by and distract you from it?
Well, that sounds stupid, Percy
What I mean is...would you like me to come over? We could have that discussion you wanted to have.
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[04 Jul 2011|05:01pm] |
[Warded to Ginny]
I'm sorry I didn't see your message earlier. Where were you? I'm glad you're safe.
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[30 Jun 2011|02:59am] |
The Minister claims I've been unusually chipper recently
The good news is I'm in a good mood. I'm not sure of the bad news yet, but if I discover any, I will report it immediately.
[Warded to Pansy]
Apparently you ought to watch out for your social calender. Or something of the like.
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[15 Jun 2011|09:23pm] |
It's always fun to read about things that already happened. Now that everyone knows...I'm just glad they haven't said anything about it yet
I still don't understand the interest in all this.
[Warded to Pansy]
I hope this isn't causing you too much trouble. I had fun this weekend, which is really strange to say. Mostly because the word fun is used to describe something other than paperwork.
[Warded Private]
Oh, for Merlin's sake. What does it matter? I know...I know it is perhaps not the most sensible action, but why should it matter to anyone? I didn't ask them to be a part of it.
Sometimes I think I should stay home forever, but other times I think that is just as silly. I didn't think it was as silly before.
No one has said anything yet, but I don't expect that to last for long.
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[11 Jun 2011|09:24am] |
[Warded to Oliver]
So...I may or may not have something to tell you...just in case umm...you hear it from somewhere else that isn't me. Which is really a likely situation.
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[04 Jun 2011|04:31am] |
[Warded to Bill and Charlie]
I have no idea what I'm doing. Absolutely none. I think I may be having something of a crisis...Though, you'll probably laugh if I tell you what it's about. Oh, bugger.
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[02 Jun 2011|10:09pm] |
I can't say I didn't see that coming.
She seems to have gotten her details messed around seeing as no one intends to make a whatever it was she said of me. Anyone would tell you so
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[30 May 2011|02:55pm] |
It is fairly warm out today. Summer's coming. I dislike summer At least I don't have to worry too much about being in the sun too much.
[Warded to Bill]
How are- Do you need-
Alright?
[Warded to Oliver]
I don't know what to do about Bill. Do I just act like nothing's changed? Do I ignore that he's done something stupid?
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[24 May 2011|08:20pm] |
Well, that was uncomfortable.
[Warded to Charlie]
Really, Charlie? Really?
It's not so much the fact that you got married as it is that I'm going to have to hear about this from Mum for ages...seeing as I'm the oldest that's in line for conversation about this...as Bill is injured right now and you are the suspect.
I suppose we should meet your...wife. Merlin. You have a wife. If you needed to talk to someone, you could have talked to us, though. We could have worked on the punching things like you wanted. Truly, Charlie.
[Warded Private]
I swear to Merlin, sometimes I think it would be less painful to hide in a cave for the rest of my life...only caves are dirty. I would get dirt on my clothes. I cannot handle dirt on my clothes.
Bugger.
Added in later
[Warded to Pansy]
I know I'm a Weasley and I guess we aren't supposed to talk or something. I just- I was told it's not good to drink alone and I don't want to talk about it, and I'm pretty sure you won't give me looks of pity cause I'm in a bad mood or anything.
I'm sorry, I'm bad at this I know it's short notice, but I'll buy the drinks if you accompany me. I promise not to subject you to hideous, feelings discussions.
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[23 May 2011|08:12am] |
I don't want to be at work. I know! Me! Percy Weasley! I want to be with Bill
I'm beginning to believe that I am growing to have a distaste for paperwork. I miss liking paperwork.
[Warded to Oliver]
I believe I am falling dangerously close, if I have not already fallen in, to the pool of patheticness. AND THAT ISN'T EVEN A WORD! FUCK, I'm horrible I feel like I'm six years old again and I just realized there really was a scary monster hiding in the closet.
[Warded to Bill]
You're not awake...and you can't see this, but I'm also not there to tell you at this moment...that I love you. Please don't die.
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[19 May 2011|04:04pm] |
This is all- Shit I can't-
[Ward to Oliver]
Bill. He- I-
Do you have a minute?
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[16 May 2011|08:55pm] |
I'm at a loss for what to say...Or rather, I have quite a lot to say and no idea where to start.
[Warded to Bill]
Are you okay? Then again, part of me thinks I should be asking Ginny that. I don't think she wants to talk to me, though.
I'm not sure I'll ever trust parties or punch again. Somehow it sounded like a good idea to, with no previous thought, go shopping. I don't even like shopping. I don't particularly like being around people either Even less so with people I barely know.
( [Warded Private] )
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[07 May 2011|09:19pm] |
I just spilled ink all over my paperwork. This shouldn't make me want to cry I am trying to save as much as possible at this point.
I think some ink got into the carpet. Thank Merlin for cleaning charms.
[Warded to Oliver]
I miss you hope you've been having a nice time.
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[03 May 2011|12:29am] |
It is amazing how much thinking encroaches on sleeping. I think tea is in order.
[Warded to Oliver Private]
I can't sleep. I know yesterday was supposed to be the time that we celebrate that we can still live...and honour those who died...but all I could think (outside of Hugh's news) was that I failed to save Fred eight years ago.
I did a lot of things wrong. A lot. I gave up everything because I thought I was right and I was too stupid to realize how utterly wrong I was. Fred forgave me first. Maybe if he'd waited...then he'd be safe...but that's not it either, is it? Mum said I wasn't at fault. You did, too, Oliver. I just...can't. Of course, telling you all this would ruin all of your happiness, so I can't do that. Guess I'm just rambling to no one now. Not exactly unheard of, is it?
It is still a bad idea to pick up that drinking habit...isn't it? Logic. What good is it when I can't sleep and don't wish to think...only I know it's stupid...and my brain so rebels against stupidity these days.
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[22 Apr 2011|06:52pm] |
I do all my paperwork in a timely fashion and I took an afternoon off and now there is a huge, looming stack of paperwork staring at me from the other side of my flat. And then I have to go to Oliver's game tomorrow so it will only get worse!
As much as I enjoy being diligent about my paperwork and making sure it is filled out in a timely fashion and with precision, I find myself reluctant to look at it right now.
[Warded to Oliver]
Good luck tomorrow. I think this is what I'm supposed to say I'll be there. Paperwork calling my name, but I'll be there. Hopefully I will not be late to family dinner on Saturday. Mum will give me that look. I hate that look. I'm supposed to bring cake. I bought a cake. I am horrible at cooking and apparently the whole family thinks so without even knowing for sure.
I thought you might be pleased maybe...only you might not be to hear that I actually spent time with someone sort of new. Merely she was there around the same time as Ron and Ginny. I didn't remember her, though. We listened to the Beatles. They are very...interesting. A lot of music about love and they are exceptionally cheerful.
How busy will you be Sunday...or any day. I keep getting encouraged to go home at the 'normal time' whatever the 'normal time' is supposed to mean...Oh...and I have a date for your wedding since you insisted.
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[18 Apr 2011|08:21am] |
How does this- Oliver, are you sure-
Hi.
[Warded to Oliver]
I have no idea what I’m supposed to write in this thing. I only got one because you insisted that I should, and now I don’t know what to write in it.
I think Mum mentioned a family dinner. I don’t know what to say. I end up sitting there quietly and waiting for something to say. Only the only things I can think of when I’m there are cauldron bottoms and what the Minister had for lunch and how my quill broke in the middle of writing a very long report which I had to start over.
The last time they sat me next to George, and I swear, I just- What do I even say to him? Oh, Merlin. I am doomed. I am beginning to believe I should have picked up a drinking habit. At least then they might stop putting me through this because then they really would not want to be around me. Not that I can blame them
Please tell me you know what to do.
Also...the Minister keeps telling me not to be so serious. I don't understand.
[Added in after his conversation with Oliver]
[Warded to Cho]
This is so- Stupid Oli-
I have to go to a wedding and I needed a date. I...er...I guess I'm asking if you would...err...come with me.
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[16 Apr 2011|11:00am] |
You wait, wanting this world
To let you in
And you stand there
A frozen light
In dark and empty streets
( ... )
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